What is a world without Playgounds

Feed me, feed, me, why won't you just give me what I need. All you do is take. I need to grow but there are things to do, money to make, and people to talk about behind their backs. I want to be authentic, but no one will let me be true. I am still discovering this world, love and breathing. But why do I feel like I must fall in line to the secrets of time. But my child mind is wondering, whats more and I am to be anything. But everyone is running around like ants on this green ground. I want to break away from obligation and the life of maturity. Can I not make a difference without being mature? Or does that bar me from humanity or being accepted among society? I know that I trust with for eternity and you can't. Is my child mind to real for this reality. Can I actually comprehend life better than your mature mind? What kind of wisdom do you have if you can't even be honest to me? I guess I have a lot of "growing up" to do, because it doesn't make sense!

Please Excuse the Absent

Wow has it really been this long since I last wrote on this thing? Thats amazing...my bad! Its amazing how the journey of life can lead you to many different aspects in life. It can lead to weird conversations of the mind. It can lead to things never before thought of. Hopefully I can more of these conversations and not just with myself.

But let us take a break from reality just a bit and indulge in its serenity. Lets create a dream world apart from reality where every one is accepted. Everyone is welcomed to come as they are. Where one is not based upon their talents or abilities, but rather their Character and responsibility. Responsibility to humanity.