What is a world without Playgounds

Feed me, feed, me, why won't you just give me what I need. All you do is take. I need to grow but there are things to do, money to make, and people to talk about behind their backs. I want to be authentic, but no one will let me be true. I am still discovering this world, love and breathing. But why do I feel like I must fall in line to the secrets of time. But my child mind is wondering, whats more and I am to be anything. But everyone is running around like ants on this green ground. I want to break away from obligation and the life of maturity. Can I not make a difference without being mature? Or does that bar me from humanity or being accepted among society? I know that I trust with for eternity and you can't. Is my child mind to real for this reality. Can I actually comprehend life better than your mature mind? What kind of wisdom do you have if you can't even be honest to me? I guess I have a lot of "growing up" to do, because it doesn't make sense!

Please Excuse the Absent

Wow has it really been this long since I last wrote on this thing? Thats amazing...my bad! Its amazing how the journey of life can lead you to many different aspects in life. It can lead to weird conversations of the mind. It can lead to things never before thought of. Hopefully I can more of these conversations and not just with myself.

But let us take a break from reality just a bit and indulge in its serenity. Lets create a dream world apart from reality where every one is accepted. Everyone is welcomed to come as they are. Where one is not based upon their talents or abilities, but rather their Character and responsibility. Responsibility to humanity.

In the wild

There is a poison in my veins

Killing these selfish desires

Leaving only an element

Found in its rare form

So untamed, uncontrolled

There is a poison in my veins

That changes the way I live

Off beat steps are my path

Traveled by so few

I find this my home

There is a poison in my veins

Changes these mouthed words

Words often unspoken

To many have lost meaning

To many deemed worthless.

There is a poison in my veins that somehow found its way to my blood in the secret of light. This poison has begun to change everything I do, the way I live, the way I talk, the way I see life. I connect this poison to my savior and in its true form creates life from lifelessness. This poison I find is key to genisis, the creation of all things, the breath of all things. Without it we find a loss of meaningful words that are so often unspoken. Join me as this poison takes control. Do not fight this poison, do not neglect it, embrace this poison, let it consume you in all its glory.

Gravity Gets Things Done!

My favorite moments in life are the ones the bring us back to the beginning. The conversations, the community, the events, that bring one back to the heart of things. I had a great conversation, with a great friend, a great mentor, a great human being. We talked about life and how we were bring Jesus to table with our friends and other relationships. Sometimes I get wrapped up with what I am doing, I forget who I am doing it for and why. I forget how they can help me in life.

Like gravity I am brought back to who I am, what I am doing, and why. Its moments like these I hope change is a huge factor. For a while I have been living in the motions. I am suffering from motions sickness. It sucks because motions sickness can be fatal sometimes. It can cause atrophy within the muscles and the voice of a person.

Thankfully there is a cure for that. Hopefully I get the treatment soon!